Old dog seeks new trick 7

[gan]

The open mic thing. Hmmm, yes. Too frightened to do it on my own if the truth be told.
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It's 5am and I've been awake for 2 hours thinking about arranging a marriage counsellor session (solutions based of course) and saying I going, would you like to come too.

Two things:
1. Feel the fear and do it anyway
2. No to MC. Been there done that with a WAH (didn't realise he was a WAH at the time). Looking back I feel that she was the enabler who helped my confused H move out.