Wet, I just read through your posts -- what a year you have had! (Me too.) If it's any comfort, from the outside it is SO obvious that your wife is going through MLC, and the fact that she even refers to her being lost from God is to me a great sign that God is working on her. It will just not happen on your timetable and it will seem completely unbearable, but it will be bearable.

I love how you talk about your kids and how much you value your time with them. You sound like a great dad. That is a blessing!

I can't believe the things that I have borne this year. (See my post on stirring the pot for my story.) All the things that would have been non-negotiable for me all my life with my H (20 years now) I have now borne, and all of it has improved me. I had to face every worst fear i ever had, all the things that I thought would never happen to me -- infidelity, single motherhood (with him living with us!) and CANCER. And I have faced them all.

From the outside, reading your story and seeing your posts, the way you talk and think, I have total faith that you will have restoration. I don't know why I feel that strongly about it, but I do. Will pray for you both tonight!

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I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.