Calibri (3)

[TLEE86]

C, there's nothing you can do but keep driving on just like you've been doing. You may not know it but even what you just wrote, is showing how much you've grown since this whole thing started. You're not whining or complaining (well maybe a little) and still making jokes. Its very apparent you're obviously hurt and pissed off and a million different emotions. And you have every right to be. Don't worry about work, you'll pick your head back up soon. You've handled one BD, I know you can do this again. Really take the time to figure out what it is you want to do right now. You can do anything, but please please think it through. Drink some wine and take a bath and watch some TV or something, just take some time to relax. You're H says he doesn't wanna work on the M? Thats not a surprise, you've heard it before and overcame it and kept working. Respect his wishes, let him initiate the contact just as you did before. You're set back yes, but now that you've hit bottom you've got nowhere to go but up. I encourage you to keep at your New Years Resolutions and don't let this phase you for too long. Take the time to recover and BREATHE...we're all here for you C....