I had cold and business like email about money from her late tuesday (to my work email after i'd left so didnt get it til this morning). zero warmth just 'the bill is XXXXX so you need to give me XXXXX'
For the record, that's how I communicate with my W about finances, yet you know how much I yearn for her. It means nothing, but that she's trying to deal with the finances. I would be annoyed by chatty emails in return. It's like using the business channel to tell jokes. The chatty stuff belongs elsewhere (including later in time).
I'm reading NMMNG, thinking of you and how it was very revealing to you. I'm not halfway through yet, but I'll post a reaction once I'm done, likely next week. May I ask if you've done the exercises? Have you changed something in real life?
M39 D6 D3 (at S) S 2014-09 D 2016-09
"You can't start a fire sitting around, crying over a broken heart" - Bruce Springsteen.
