I truly can't forget that I'm not the problem. I'm just a little part of it. She sees me as a weak link still I'm sure. She even told me she's not worthy me. She must have low self esteem.
I have to let her feel that I am the strong person in this whole thing.

I actually wanted to do MMA but ended up signing up at the gym instead to gain some first.

Me 32 (German) Wife 28
T 3yrs M 2yrs
Moved to US for W
No kids
BD 6/2014
In house separation
Confirmed EA 1/2015
(ongoing since BD)
OM not ready
Real D talk started 1/27/15