Seperated and she is with someone - I'm desperate

[vdubber]

Thank you iffy. I'm not sure even how to detach but I know it's a necessary step for me and for any change of having a R in the future with W. I know I'm blind and know I need to GAL but it seems so daunting and opposite of what I'm physically and emotionally capable of at this point. I'm hoping that continued reading of the input and other stories on this forum with help motivate me to take steps for myself. I didn't text W this morning or today so far and going to try to get through the night without telling her Goodnight which I've done every night since the S. I've started a journal about a week ago and write down my thoughts and feelings every night as well as I pray for strenth and guidance throughout the day, and for God to look after her and give her the strength and guidance she needs for her, hoping she will open her heart to faith.

Thank you....