Part 10 - Contents may prove volatile

[Sotto]

Edz, it's funny isn't it - if it weren't for "it," you would feel pretty happy about the interaction. I felt pretty much the same when H and I spoke weekend before last. It was an 'easy' conversation - lots of warmth, couple of laughs. But then this whole thing lies behind it where the WAS is planning things that we don't know. But we partly do know because well meaning 'others' tell us. But the WAS doesn't know we know etc..

Hard to take in really. Sometimes the whole situation just hits me around the head like a big wet fish. Mostly, I'm doing pretty well, but I just get stopped in my tracks. But in another way, I find it hard to imagine us together again....Oh well...