Thank you PM for the squirrel analogy. Yes it is helpful to think of my XW this way. But I'm finding thinking of her and any possible R at all is harmful.
Though this has been far far far from my toughest week so far, this was still a learning experience with her increased contacts.
So I'm working harder to get to that place where she occupies the tiniest sliver of my life.
Still need to find and do something I can feel passionate and excited about. It's so mandatory for me b/c again I'm feeling temporarily a little down.
It seems I must completely let go of any thoughts of R. Really really really focus on making a fulfilling life for myself.
I have an IC appointment tomorrow. My assignment is to have something on my calendar to do for fun and to meet new people. I'll come up with something.
Last edited by HPoirot; 01/29/1509:04 PM.
Me: 44 W: 45 S: 11 Married: 15 Together: 18 BD: 9/29/2014 OM discovered: 10/16/2014 I left her behind: 12/14/2014
