update.... lastnight after I left around 5pm I ended up doing acrobatics at the park with a friend. Had a good time, and didn't let much bother me about W or OM I headed home around 830 I had said to the W I would be out most of the night, so she couLd pack for her trip. when I went to turn on to my street she was still there So I kept driving. She stayed until 9 and then left. It's just Strange she never misses Wednesday late night acro with her OM and I mean never. I silently chuckled thinking she was trying to wait around to see when I came home to get one last knife in me and reel me back in a bit.
But I was not going to let that happen. I sat up on a hill enjoying the stars until I saw her leave. I know I did the right thing. And it felt good to be a little aloof.
