Card29 X - Let It Be

[Card29]

Here is what I want (or at least how I feel):

- ideally I want to reconcile our M, but I am not living and dying with that anymore. I realize I will be happy either way, and we will be really good coparents for D2. Obviously the best thing for D2 is for her parents to be happily married, but I'm not in total control of that.

- If we're not going to reconcile, I would kind of like to take advantage of our current sitches (both single) to enjoy some time together. I love WAW, but I also like her as a friend. If either of us are dating/married in the future, I don't think we should hang out and watch TV shows, football games alone together. I'm not telling her any of that. But life is short, and it's a collection of moments. I enjoy those moments with her, whether it's leading somewhere or not. I also like being together with her and D2.

- Being around her does confuse me a little sometimes. I won't initiate any snuggling again, and I'll hope she doesn't walk around in a towel again lol. But we aren't hanging out all of the time. I think I just report each occurance here

- Definitely not pursuing any other women at the moment, nor thinking about it. Skiing with sis's friend hasn't happened yet and she doesn't sound that interested in it, anyway, so it looks like that probably won't even happen. My sister still really wants that to happen, though.