Hey sweetie, I know this is scary stuff. One day I will tell you what happened with me..and I am ok. You will be, too.
First of all, you have to be proactive. You cant do that from a place of fear.
You have a long term marriage, a young child and have been out of the workforce. There are responsibilities on his part.
I know not being able to think about an emergency contact made you feel alone and Im sorry.
So, have you called lawyers? Have you written down your questions?
Time to start thinking about how you can make some extra money to squirrel away. Are there things of yours that you can sell. Do you have any skills that can bring in some cash?
Right now, you have to get into survival, business mode. I do think seeing a lawyer will put your mind at ease some.
Do you have any family? Im sorry, I dont remember if you did.
You will get through this, S. We will be right here.