I think I am over-thinking. I think I need to not get so hung up on the words he is saying but look at his actions. He is being more affectionate. Twice in the past week we have met for "cuddle time." He tells me that is the person he wants to be, he just needs some time for his feelings to catch up with his actions. I think I need to give him some room to be that person and stop pressuring him.
Sigh. This is so hard.
Fortunately, I'm going to be very busy tonight/tomorrow. I'm starting a new class tonight and teaching my favorite topic. Tomorrow morning I have a 3 hour client meeting and then a CLE. There won't be much time in there to be lonely/upset/dwell on the R.