Hi rppfl. Thanks for asking W here tonight so I'm quite down. I loved this woman with all my heart and now my bubble about her has been burst. I have closed myself off to her and like vanilla I always look for the worst so if it happens I can't be hurt.
W asked for a picture of D16 from last Xmas which I sent yesterday about 2.45pm. And last nite about 10pm she texted thanks. This developed into a 1/2 of texting mostly jokes. After I put the phone down I realised that I do not want this woman as she is. She has brought OM into her life and left my children.
I have a house in the country that W has full access to and I think it might be time to sell , give W her share and move my family away from the area. OM has lived here all his life and he isn't going anywhere Ws new life revolves around this area so even if things become amicable after OM is announced or OM is dismissd then life could never be as it was
