Ok thank you for clarification, I will refrain from contact unless she initiates or it is very important. Luckily I'm a strong man and I love my W unconditionally becuase this stuff is so so so hard to handle and achieve without going too hot or cold.
I believe she knows I know I have not come out and said it to her. Do you think I should at least a dress that elephant in the room! Or let it play out. She told me she was at a friends while getting herself right. I.E. OM. Thank you for everything.
Today has left me feeling vulnerable and sad. Gonna try and pick myself up.