Haha, level head. Dec was probably the darkest period in my life, ever. I'm pretty level now. I think what did it for me was the fact Dec was so dark. I mean things I had dreaded and feared were happening or close to happening and I lived through it. It has given me the ability to be objective about it now.
I am choosing to not pursue anything at all. I let her come to me each and every time and so far it's working well. On the surface it looks like she is the one in control but oddly enough, it puts me in the driver's seat somewhat. I can't control her anyway. She's going to feel what she feels when she feels it. I do believe however, that she is starting to realize operating through emotion instead of through obligation and morality has been destructive in her life. At least some things she has written in the last 30 days would suggest so.
Thank you again for your kind words, Starsky. That means a lot coming from you.
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3
