Part 10 - Contents may prove volatile

[edz]

I think I've figured out what is going on BTW. I don't think she's joined a convent and I think MI6 is out of the question. I think maybe your W is making plans to hitchhike to the galaxy, and you have a boundary that W must be a resident of this planet if M is going to work out. If that's it - and I think it could be - then I think you are handling things really well.

Respect to you Edz. I think holding back on this info to protect W's privacy is a very nobel thing for you to do.

Thanks G (can I call you G, getting lazy with the numeric keypad )

Never thought of myself as nobel, just want to be fair to her, I still love, care and respect her even if she's no longer going to be my w.

Loved the hhgttg call out I wish the answer was 42 lol.

If you do work out why and reading back there probably are clues even though Ive tried to not compromise myself or her privacy you could see why this would be an end that I cant really see a way back from if it is truly what she needs to do anyway. If not that will be even more confusing nonsense If so I'd ask anyone not post it in so many words, the reasoning would be obvious.

Regardless working out my emotions is, as you say, an ongoing process, possibly the remnants of the rollercoaster - I'd be up for a 6 /12 / 18 month club, not sure we can have two threads going though (although the recent man cave / hen club seemed to do it - I purposefully stayed out of both, I don't do exclusionary no matter why its there, in the case of the former certainly wasnt anything I was interested in being part of and it ended exactly as I expected it to - run and moderated waaay too many forums and systems to expect a good outcome there) Anyway back on topic yes I'd be happy to.

Incidentally I did email the forum runners to ask about setting up some kind of db GAL dinner or similar IRL but they havent replied which Im taking as a no for now or possibly just something they dont want to comment on. For now its just our digital selves then.