Part 10 - Contents may prove volatile

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V, Ive long noted in your signature "wanting an end to all the drama" I think thats my overriding feeling at the moment. It's no longer me pining for w (done with that since dec) even the aching for her to want to reconcile is dwindling its just a mourning for all the moments we had and wont have again now. Even found myself considering could we be friends to at least have those platonically in the future but I think that would just be way too painful especially if she chose to discuss romantic entanglements, I think I can move on but I cant be that level of friend to her without hurting myself.

Yes, I've been pondering this a bit lately, too. Things are shifting inside me and that's partially why I mentioned the 6 month club as it seems a few of us got to this place at around the 6 month time frame. But...I count Card in that esteemed club too and he's just updated that he wants back in to the M. So who knows what way the wind will blow next for us all?

I think I've figured out what is going on BTW. I don't think she's joined a convent and I think MI6 is out of the question. I think maybe your W is making plans to hitchhike to the galaxy, and you have a boundary that W must be a resident of this planet if M is going to work out. If that's it - and I think it could be - then I think you are handling things really well.

Respect to you Edz. I think holding back on this info to protect W's privacy is a very nobel thing for you to do.