Today was a super tough day. some stupid glitch with our phone accounts started sending her texts to my phone. OM was all emo telling her he was to spend forever traveling and doing acrobatics with her. And other sexual things, and I could stop them from coming in. Right when I thought it was over and things were calming down I got the news my half siblings dad passed today. So super tough day.

I sent W an email about it and she said she wished she could go with me to visit them. (That really hurt to read) she then said just give her the dates and she will book my flight. I said that is ok I will book it myself just let me know what credit card you want me to use since your traveling for school as well. I asked her if she was still following through withvour previous plans to hit Vegas and Seattle after her required school time. She said Vegas no but yes to seattle. I said I hope you have a blast and eat tons of chowder and crab salad for me. And that I was thinking about using our timeshare and hitting Vegas on the way back from the family. she was responding to emails until this last correspondence.

Do,you think I crossed the line.

Also a little background on W and I, we met in Seattle. And we go every year to visit and reKindle that feeling we get when we are there together. Why would she be going alone. Then I realized the Seattle trip is from Friday to monday. And he is probably going to meet her there. not sure if it's good or bad. We have so so many memories there. Is she really going to try and replace them?

At a total loss for that one.

Thank you


RysingMan

Me:31 W:29
T:8 M:4
D bomb: 10/2014
S 1/2015