Also, I realize that right now Whatever OM is doing, he's still in the picture and if he is.....no reconciliation

So I need to stay detached. I saw the person that I married and I missed her all these months. However, she is still preoccupied right now. No use expecting anything else out of today.

I guess this may be the 'end of the beginning' or the 'beginning of the end' regardless, have some conversation is much better than the NC from the last 5 months. Need to see if we can get down talking outside of counseling. I suggested that today, but I'm not going to push any of it. I need to resist the urge to jump right in.

M:36 W:37
T: 15 M:11
S6 D5
BD: 8/10/14
IDLY: 8/12/14
S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids)
D Mentioned: 10/15/14
Confronted about OM: 10/15/14
EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13
She filed: 8/15 (not final)