I'm just utterly gutted right now :(

[Frank75]

And to make the day even worse she emailed me a few minutes ago telling me she "needs this" and she's solid in her decision (i never asked her not to be). She offered again to help me find an apartment and to do a short term rental to avoid being trapped there in case i want to move elsewhere.

She has all of the answers for how to physically get me to move on, too bad those aren't the answers i need right now