Jim0987 #11 - Mk8's user manual needs some work

[jim0987]

So my kids are sleeping peacefully in their beds and although its only an hour or so between picking them up from nursery and them going to sleep and they are both shattered during that time I loved every second of it. I have them until i drop them off at nursery on thursday morning.

no contact from my wife since she collected the kids on sunday evening and to be honest if it werent for the fact i have to check a financial thing with her i doubt there would be any until i see her on sunday. I have a rational block here in that NC is supposed to help me detach AND its supposed to help bring her back - Dont get that because surely NC helps her to detach more and move on more (not that i'm convinced there is a more for her to go to)

And i am still hung up on the fact she has repeatedly described me as abusive. I mean thats really harsh and I dont think fair but i do understand its how she feels.

I like the sound of your balcony ganb8te, it sounds nice and relaxing, particularly as i'd quite like to be able to sit outdoors at the moment.

In answer to your questions

The headspace stuff is going pretty well though the last couple of days i've really drifted off during it and not caught myself - not even sure where i drifted to but my mind wasnt racing which is a good thing so it seems to be having some benefits (have found myself talking about it a chunk on these boards, along with giraffes and jackals)

I'm waiting on a few bits of furniture to arrive then the lounge will look different (not massively but enough). the biggest thing at the moment is that without the family pictures my walls are all pretty bare but at the moment i cant afford to do anything about that at the moment. It will be a gradual thing i guess.

The eden project is a nice day out and the different biomes are quite impressive for the variety of stuff thats in there.