No dramas tonight. Got my daughter ready for bed. Read her a few chapters. Had tea in front of telly with wife. I feel much better in the evening. Calm. Not worrying. Mornings I feel sh1t till well into the afternoon.
At the minute it's like we've both accepted what is going to happen. We are going to split up. I feel guilty because I am just as much to blame for this as well. I don't accept responsibility for her affair but I have also made mistakes. The biggest mistake though is that although we knew we had problems years ago neither of us really did anything to resolve them. Hindsight is a bitch. We will part and move on. If life brings us back together so be it. If not then I know I will be a better person going forward. We are bound together by our daughter and what ever happens I will keep that at the forefront of my mind.


Me:40 W:35
D:8
T:13 M:10
WAW: 7/14
PA Discovered: 1/15 at least 6 months
Moved out and moved on