Evening Edz. Glad to hear you are on the sofa and not under it. However, it is Tuesday evening and not Wednesday - just thought I should mention...Was that wishful thinking on your part?

Sounds like you are a little more in the land of the living, which is good. Making it out to buy groceries sounds like progress. And washed your sheet too....impressive!

You sound low about things with your W though, and I am sorry. Again, I would say, give yourself some time. Don't rush off and think about dating right now. You're feeling raw about this new information, and you probably just need some time to process things and move forwards.

It doesn't sound as though your are ready to jump into the dating arena just yet. Maybe wait until (if/when) you get to the point that you can enjoy it more - there's no rush. Plenty more sheets to be laundered before then....

Hope you feel fully recovered soon :-)

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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus