I was wondering if you'd be interested in talking about our situation. We're just sitting in purgatory... Let me know."
I read it and immediately broke out into a sweat. Heart pounding, shallow breathing...
The weirdest part is that his text came just as I was creating a folder of "evidence" (screen shots of his emails to craigslist escorts.
I'm scared and want to cry but the reality is I can't stay married to this man and I'm 100% sure he has no intention of even trying. I think I'm scared of what that means. I'm panicking. I don't have a real job, I have ZERO family and almost no support besides you guys.
Que the dry mouth.
I need help but I don't know what I need help WITH. I don't know how to do this.
If we talk I'm afraid he'll bully me into agreeing to things I'm not yet ready to agree to. He is so good at twisting words that I believed I was the bad guy for SO LONG and yet I have a file full of photos of his prospects since 2009.
