Feeling lost

[Ahoy]

jessm, he has never been faithful to you and likely never will be. He said it himself: it's over. So act like it's over, and don't pursue him. Go on with your life as if he won't be a part of it. Oh yeah, and see a lawyer and make sure you get child support for your kids. Any man who chooses a jet ski over his children is not worth another second of your time. You are still young, and you have a lot of life ahead of you. Look forward, not back. Absolutely no relationship talk. Read sandi's rule and follow them. No contact will bring you sanity.