Small positive: This has been my most productive day in months at work. I've just been really, really focused. I think that's a good sign. I need to quit wasting time at night. Once D2 goes to bed, I just veg out for hours, until 1-2 am. Watching citcoms, playing video games...for a while I was staying up late, but I was playing piano/guitar, reading books, going running in the middle of the night, drawing. At least something that fed my soul a little. Watching Sportscenter for two straight hours is not doing me any good.


Me 38, WAW 30
D11 (former marriage)
S2
T 8 years
M 3 years
BD 8/20/23
S 8/20/23