Interesting talk last night. She still talks of feeling lost and lonely; but she talked about the past four months like it was some kind of break with reality; that the issues we had buried for a long time finally came to a head. She talks about us living life the way we want. Bottom line, she talked like she was seeing some things differently than she had.

She did tell me point blank she wasn't angry with me anymore. I talked about how I'm working to let OM go, about how off my game I was as a husband and as a man for so long. In other words, my role in this whole fiasco.

There's more, but she sounded more lucid than she has in weeks. I'll take that as a small hopeful sign.

I feel a little better about saying the word 'piecing' this morning. Gotta make some Love Bank deposits in the meantime (thanks Train)

Ex Rzrback
Me 43 Her 44
D11, D15
T21, M19
BD 9/9/2014
Piecing

Sometimes if you want to see a change for the better, you have to take things into your own hands - Clint Eastwood