I and a long talk with SD's Granma today. I had sent her my letter and she said I'm glad you sent it. She said....there is nothing I would have wanted more than you back in that house with my Granddaughter but he doesn't deserve you and you deserve so much more.

She's right. I do deserve better. I don't want to be with someone that is morally bankrupt. I found out he left SD home on Friday night until after midnight. That's after he was out all night already on Wed. and I had her until ten at night on Thurs. when SD complained about not wanting to be alone he said " I have to have a life" He told her it was her fault she was home alone because he had wanted to go away to his cabin with SD and his new GF. He said for a family weekend. SD said she's not my family and didn't want to go. SD is made because he says he's too busy working to spend time with her yet he has time to stop work and go see his new GF. What kind of example is he setting for her? Seeing him go from woman to woman. It's disgusting. Grandma is coming back early from their Island home because she is so worried about SD.

Soon SD will have a more of a say and she will be able to stay with Grandma more. I'm thinking the good side of ex H ( 25yrs I said ex! ) is really the lesser side and his dark side is who he really is. It just took me longer to accept that.

Me 52 H 44
T9 M 5
BD 12/11 H
split 8/12
OW moved in 12/12
OW gone for good 6/14
We get closer again 9/14
SD 13 Me 4 Grown





Accept what is...let go of what was and have faith in what will be.