Thanks Maybell, not exactly sure what is going on with my mom. Called my sister earlier, they were still waiting to see the Dr. who walked in while we were on the phone. They have not updated me yet.
Went to my IC today. I went in with the thought that although I'm not ready quite yet a conversation with H is probably in my near future. Just not sure how much longer I'm willing to live in limbo.
Told IC what is going on with us. Our movies, going out and his sharing things with me. She said I have been very disciplined and I need to continue to be patient. She also continues to tell me that I need to keep planting seeds. We talked about the crappy little room he's sleeping in and she suggested that I let him know he's welcome back in our room. Not to ask him but just plant the seed. I know that goes against DB and not quite sure how I feel about that yet.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
