123Gwen- I think what you are feeling is completely normal and part of the process. You will continue to cycle through. For me I found my peaceful times came after intense emotional turmoil. I've decided it's how detachment must occur, little pieces at a time. Hope the sense of contentment for now gives you some rest and time to recharge.
Me 41 H 40 M 20 T 23 S 19,16, 8 D 13 BD1 dec 2012 not sure going to work BD2 sep 2013 seeking a D Filed oct 2013, D Feb 2015 Life is about daring greatly, about being in the arena- Brene Brown
