Train, Thank you for all the advice. Today was a good day. I have not talked to W in 3 day's. But I have been working a shift that requires me to see her once a day. No talking nothing just her driving by. The past two days I was really depressed sad and angry. But after seeing with my own eyes my W staying with OM a massive weight has left my shoulders.
Just like you said I realized that I already knew in my heart she was staying with him. I resolved to stop all worrying and just do me. So today I woke up happy and energetic for the first time in forever. The past two days she would drive right by me and I would sulk. But today I was happy smiling and laughing. She instantly changed lanes and would not drive by me.
Oh and she was wearing the jacket I bought her for christmas. Our only communication is a dry erase board on the fridge of the house. I said if you need something write it there. I said other than that go find yourself, get clarity and become happy. And I am going to live my life. Was that the wrong thing to say?
