lol .. your way with words kills me ... and there is a big part of me .. the hidden one that is afraid of 2x4's that totally gets where you are at. There are nights I am totally comfy in my own skin and think of all the ladies I could generously portion myself out to .... then there are nights I feel like a beggar on the street wishing I could just get some loose change winks.
I think its the cycle thing, all normal .... lets face it we are all out of our element a bit, its like waking up in the middle of streaking through the quad, first you feel wild and free and naked .. then the cold sets in and you want to find a place safe and warm to hide for a bit.
You are a good one, you know it, we know it ... I am sure anyone who knows you knows it. Like you I keep private too ...there is peace in that, I don't need anyone coming at me wanting to twist the knife ... I am getting used to the way things are, just as like you .. you are still working through your emotions and thoughts .. we all have to figure this out. You'll be good ... take the ups and downs for what they are ... just part of the ride.
