That is a good 180. The interactions will be the most telling.
You've been in a volatile relationship for 6 years. You've only been making changes for a little over a month now. This is going to take time. This is a marathon, not a sprint.
You mentioned that you are religious. Are you familiar with James 1, Romans 5:1-5 and 1 Corinthians 13?
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa