Was the past 18 years just a waste?

[June315]

Hi Susana,
Thanks for the reply. The cocaine use stopped and yes we did counseling alone and together regarding the drug use. I had to hide all my cards, check books, changed so many passwords, etc. It was so tough.

I thought we got through that especially I stuck with him from that, we would always be together. That he would love me forever and also bc somehow he owes me. I supported him through everything, even helped paying for his school.