I guess I am a control freak, somewhat. Being in limbo is so hard. I try to GAL but sadly I do not have many friends and no family at all. I have been out by myself though. I had a solo anniversary dinner last week. I was nice and pathetic at the same time.
Me 44; H 48 no kids together; H has D24, D19 M 14; T 18 DB 12/21/14 living together (for now)