Still in CA for a training exercise, should be heading back in a couple days so I'm pretty excited about it..be nice to sleep at home again and I can't wait to see my dogs! Work has still been crazy but it's keeping me really busy so it's a nice distraction. Should be starting my cooking class on Saturday this coming week so well see how that goes! I guess we're starting with American cuisine basics? Hopefully more than how to boil an egg...
As far as W and I, things are ok. She didn't end up going to the internship (somewhat predicted this) and is unsure what she wants to do...school, work, who knows. She did make a joke the other day about moving to Texas with us to which I just replied "well we'd love to have you here" and changed the subject. She's been calling fairly often lately so it's been nice to just talk. Also found it weird she sent me a couple old pictures of us, our old house and our dogs this morning...not sure why but oh well.
I've found it's a little easier detaching lately. I've only had one maybe two sob sessions since Christmas...and if W doesn't call or text as much sometimes I just leave it alone and don't press her about it or stress too much and just understand she needs to work it out on her own, and like Vanilla said on Edz thread, sometimes they warm up and sometimes they cool down...also understnanding that sometimes when things are quiet, that's when both of us really have time to think about things..
Had dinner with some old friends stationed here in CA tonight, and it made me sad that W wasn't here but it was definitely nice to jut eat pizza an have a couple beers. Unfortunately they got pulled away to work halfway through dinner so we cut it short but...such is the army.
Debating on getting a serious CF or lifting coach sometime in the future. I work out 6 days a week but I'm wondering about getting someone to help make some serious gains. Basically, I wanna get huge....ha. Cooking and serious lifting seem to be the driving force lately, I think I'm gonna go for both.. Anyways sorry this has been all over the place...catch up on all your threads soon when I get back home. Goodnight!
ME: 28 W: 24 M: 2.5yrs T: 5yrs BD: 22 SEP 14 W Leaves: 5 OCT 14
