Is it really to late? Who knows....

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Thanks for stopping by!

Not much to report on the R front, not sure if I did too much of a 180 at the tournament. I probably did compared to 8 years ago but can't see it right now. H decided not to go today because of his back. I have to say it's a little frustrating that I come home after being gone either working or something like this and he hasn't even done the dishes. Nothing I can't get over and of course I STFU about it.

He went to the store and asked if I needed anything, when he came home I asked if he got anything for dinner (I didn't ask him to) and he said he thought we'd just order pizza. Then we watched a movie. He didn't ask me to watch it with him but asked if I'd seen it which I had. Such a strange life we are living.

On another note, my brother called and my Mom is in the hospital. He was pretty incoherent when he called, guess it was a bad scene, he's better now. The thought is she had a stroke and possibly some seizures but aren't sure right now. I knew this day would come (she's hasn't been in great health for a while now) but of course am feeling pretty guilty. I haven't talked to her since August when we went to S19's boot camp graduation. Without getting into all the details she is a very negative, passive aggressive person who likes to play the victim. I would have called her for Christmas and such but she hasn't had a phone or internet for a few months. H doesn't care for her, with pretty good reason, but he did ask what was going on and what I was planning on doing. We live in different states so I guess I'll just wait and see what the Doc says. Just add a little more stress to my life....