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[Calibri]

And in the horror story that has become my life this weekend, another close friend came up to me today while I was working out (he knows what's going on, including latest development) and told me that several of the people I worked out with, have seen out and about at the bars drinking. No mention if there were OW, and honestly at this point, it doesn't matter. But my god, he portrayed
himself as someone who could barely get out of bed. So depressed. Barely functioning. In such a deep hole.

I feel like I've been punched in the face multiple times.

I know believe half of what they say, blah blah. But he was in the house last week, fixing [censored] for me. Unasked. He told me we were going to work on it. He told me he wanted to see me in my competition in April. And with one text message it's all gone. All gone.

I know I'm in shock. But I can't. This isn't the man I married. Even at BD and all his anger he communicated with me, even at his angriest. Now it's reduced to no contact and using his mommy to do his dirty work.

Jesus.