Let me just get this out of the way first.....Ryan freakin Gosling comes to your house..you figure out a way to answer the door. GB...I mean it's RYAN GOSLING!!!
I really am sorry you are feeling down. Just so you know, you're not alone. It's going around. It's probably all those things and winter and the holidays passed and we ate too much. Ok, well...I ate too much. LOL! (gained 6 pounds..who does that in a one week span?)
I get the blah feeling..having it myself.
As far as not feeling ready to date. Aint nothin wrong with that, G. Everyone gets there is their own time. There is not timeline for it. It's best to be really ready for all of that.
Yea, your mom talking about you dating...."Akward"!!! She just wants to see her daughter happy. They mean well in their own way.
I hear you on the being private thing.
You feel how you do. There are no wrong feelings.
So, what can you do for you to help you get over this bump in the road?