Strong EA after 2yrs M - trying to detach. #3

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Ya it's goingto be rough...but I can't move out for financial reasons. She's the bread giver too. I could move to her dads as the only option, but I'm not going to move out. If someone is, she has to!

She isn't grumpy or anything at me. She's just 'avoiding' me somehow bc she has a lot of guilt. She is trying to be my 'friend'. But she also goes dark on me so SHE can detach / trying to not give me any hope.

I mean there will be a lot of 'figuring' out whatever happens bc I'll be in financial trouble alone, with the condo purchase we did right before BD.
Because of her guilt she is willing to help me with whatever. Question is for how long and how I should deal with it...