Was the past 18 years just a waste?

[June315]

He asked my to give him money so he could move out. I told him I would at first but after re-thinking I told him no. I do not want him to move out so why would I lose a husband and money too?

I don't think I am the only cause of his misery. I think he is just depressed and miserable, the latter he admits to. I hate to say but MLC hit him hard. yes, it was hard for me to be around him. His anger, agitation led to me lashing out too. Then sex slowed down and stopped. Looking back I should not have let it gets this bad. He wants to know if being alone will make him happy. I don't know if he will though.

He said if we had children, he would not ever leave. Hmm, he left him 1st wife with 2 kids, no I don't know logically his thinking is.