I'm just utterly gutted right now :(

[Frank75]

She is right, this would be so much easier if we hated each other. Right now i just feel like she's throwing me out like a piece of trash though. The worst part is, she's thought about this for so long so she just wants it over meanwhile for me it's a week old thing that I still can't wrap my head around and she won't acknowledge that part of it. She just wants me out so she doesn't have to deal with the repercussions of her actions anymore. Fits in with her "run away from problems" personality type.