I have to hop in the shower so I'll try to write more later but I'll just say thins:
He's emotionally abusive.
The fact that your expression of anger or sadness means you're mentally ill and you're afraid to show that you're laughing lest he accuse you of something...
He's sick.
He's manipulating you.
This whole thing is a roller coaster. For everyone. If you're not laughing one minute and crying the next, you're doing it wrong. Lol. His perception of how you express your emotions isn't for him to judge or analyze. Yes, you need a healthy outlet and tools to help you process your feelings but your feelings are what they are. You're not crazy or mentally unstable because you broke a glass.
