I am having a rough day. I ultimately have been really centering myself well. I have been telling myself I am the master of my emotions and I have felt through them. Today I feel that I am raw its a day of healing and letting go.

I have court on Thursday and Im hoping that I will be able to get this RO off. Im not sure how it will go. But Im definately going to come in holding myself accoountable for my actions. I also glad I was able to genuinely apologize to him.

Ultimately he is in full play mode. I know this its very hard to be face to face with the rollercoaster but I am very happy that I have been able to let him spew and my reaction has been mimimal.

I am happy I can see myself more in this situation. I have been putting boundaries in place for me. It has not been easy but I have been happy with my decisions. Its so hard to know that ow is in picture. I know what the reality is of that but it does weigh on me in times when it involves my children any coping skills??????


Court cant wait. I just hope it will be the end on that day. Anyone know or heard the possibilities on court??


Im in Ohio

Me:34/EXH:29
Kids: S13, D5, D4
M/o7
HaskedforDgavetohim6/14
decided to work on get remarried counseling.
Kids work went back to old routine.
Left Nov 10 2014
OWDec92014