Back at home again. I got the bus back last night so she didn't pick me up at the train station. I wasn't very talkative last night except one to one with the boys. She disappeared to the bedroom again and had been asleep for a while when I went to bed. And this morning I'm still brooding too much about her date last Sunday.
I decided I can't let my mood ruin the day and put Chuck's advice into action. Daft lass had taken her breakfast into another room to eat - she can't even stay in the same room for that! I went in and said "thank you for letting me know about your date last week rather than me just finding out. I think it was better that way". Then I left immediately without waiting for a response and went to a dentist appointment.
That was so hard. When I got outside, I roared. I don't know where that came from, it just came out. And then I cursed her - yeah, I know.
And back from the dentist: nothing to worry about there. But she says she's out again this evening. No further details though I still feel as though that's another stab through the heart. I just said "right" and left the room. Fighting back the tears now.
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner