W moved back into the MB because her air mattress will not hold air. So, we are sleeping in the same bed, just miles apart.

She says she can't stay with me because of all the things she has done to me. She says I know you can forgive me, but she can't forgive herself.

All three children tell me to move on, because she will never stop having inappropriate relationships with other men. They are all tired of her actions. I have tried to get them to forgive her and explain the mountains she has to climb. They don't believe her actions are related to her brother raping her.

I did some back sliding today, not proud of myself. W and I ended up talking about our relationship and I ended up crying in front of her.

M 53
W 44
D25 D20 S22
PA 10/95
BD abt 2k EA
BD 9/2004 PA D'd 1/05/05
DB'd 9/2004-08 PA ends 02/2005
XW rehab 03/2005 piecing until OM3 June?/2005
Remarried 12/28/07
BD 12/18/14
Sep living together