Strong EA after 2yrs M - trying to detach. #3

[Complex]

Yes 25yr, I know some of the people I will stay friends with. Like her cousin and the 'adopted' brother she has. He's a family friend who is very close to me and basically lived with her father for years bc he didn't have a family himself.

Nice to hear some more of your story too!!!

And I'm the person I want to be and one that I always was and I would not talk bad about my M or my W or whatever in front of anyone. That's the old and new me. And I'll come across strong and mature like this too.

I know 25yr you crossed out the lines with the sins etc. The thing is I wrote it in a very clear mental state, when my heart was really wide open, without any hard feelings. I was very calm, so maybe it came across wrong. But thanks for hammering it in me again. I take your advice very serious.

Let's not forget that my M isn't over, although it's sinking through that the end is very near. But even if the D or LS will happen, who knows maybe we will get another chance one day. Maybe we both have to mature more and let life teach us a few more lessons before we are ready for this. Or we just stay friends.

I'm too philosophical today. Assumptions assumptions.
But I feel better today than the last 10. I am finally hungry again


I'm wondering tho how you REALLY look at my case, having this 'outside' view and the experience?