' ve struggled with my inaction also, thinking I have to do something, anything yet I've resisted the urge and have been working on me. Looking back I can see my faults but also my W's. The more I step away the more clearer things become. Just tonight she picked up and left because I told her I was going out tomorrow tonight earlier today. I see the pettiness and insecurity in her especially as I get my confidence back just as you will too.

Concerning the story she tells? We cant control that. Her family adores me -- what could she possibly say to them thst she would get their blessing to move in the direction she is taking. I dont know. I can only continue to best person I can be.


M44, W38
S5,S3
Met - 09/07
Engaged - 2/08
Married - 11/08
New house - 10/13
Bomb dropped - 11/14
EA confirmed - 11/14
PA - strong suspicion
WAW Plastic surgeries - 12/14
WAW stopped wearing rings - 12/31/14