Does anyone have a response to this email that will validate my H's anger about my behavior without saying "Sure H! I'll move out without talking to a lawyer! Sure!" I mean I am sorry and very regretful. It makes my skin crawl afterwards when I realize how angry I became. He just doesn't think I'm sorry. He thinks me getting angry is some sort of "tactic" or a personality flaw that I can control and that I've conned all the doctors into thinking I have a real illness.
And just to be clear, getting angry the way I have in the past is NEVER OK and I am not making an excuse. But I did go and seek help. I realized it was a problem. I'm not walking around going "I don't know why H left! I don't know why he was so mad at me!" I know. But I want him to know and understand that I am getting better and am committed to doing so.
Me: 38 H: 43 Kids: 2,4 T10 M6 BD: 1/14 11/14: H moves out
