Im sorry you got your hopes up. It s hard! I ve got some idea what its like. :-) @ss brought AP2 in to our hpuse when we were gone to give him 'some rest' and she stole one of my rings. But 'no she would never do that'...... He's just not 'in there' anymore. Its just the MLC.
Should you maybe consider moving on for real? It doesnt mean he can never come back but it would mean a beginning for you. Not just living your life waiting for him. Its been really long now and you deserve peace & some fun. I hope I'll be able to move on/close the door on my H this year. If he then wants me back (which i doubt) he will have some serious work in proving that. As I do not want to be sn example that teaches my daughters its ok to be frequently cheated on.
Me: 36 Him: 36 DD: 3y DD2: 1.5mo Together: 5y Married: > 3y D: April 1st '15 after 1y of affairs
